So after I finished my post about my dream the night I let my hubby, CP, read it. The following is an account of our conversation afterwards. Bear in mind we are both very much Dominate and 'she' will be mine.
CP: "Ok so you had that dream last night?"
Me: "Yeah."
CP: "Well that explains the moaning..." He laughs a little.
Me: "I was moaning? See I told you I need one..." I smile a huge cheesy smile.
CP: "Definitely. I would like to wait until we get into a real house though. So that we have more room."
Me: "What if I find 'her' before then? Can I keep 'her'? {giggle giggle}
CP: "Only if I get to watch." He smiles and winks at me.
Me: "Of course you can. Who do you think is going to hold the video camera?" {laugh laugh}
I should probably mention that we were outside talking about this, not in the house in front of the kids.
CP: "I can do that!"
Me: "I will let you borrow her once in a while and that way I can hold the camera too."
CP: "We will have to get a fire proof safe with a lock on it to keep the videos in so the kids don't find them."
Me: "Definitely. Also, they will know that they are not allowed to order her to do anything and that what happens in our bedroom is our business." {Sigh giggle sigh} "I can't wait to find 'her' and meet 'her'. I know 'she' is out there somewhere right now waiting for me just as much as I am waiting for 'her'."
CP: "You are like a kid waiting for Christmas." "Will this really make you a happier person?"
Me: "Yes I believe it will. I think it will help me get my Domme issues under control. I won't be trying so hard to be Domme over you and the kids. I think in the short term and the long term everyone will be happier."
CP: {Walking over and giving me a kiss} "I love you so much."
Me: "I know."
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