Been awhile

Ok so it has been a while since I have written on here.  A lot has happened most of which I am not going to go into.  Things completely fell apart with my oldest after he got married on new years eve.  I got an awesome job at the beginning of the year only to be "let go" last week.  My younger son broke his leg new years eve and finally got the short cast off on the 8th, after having a long cast on for nearly 6 wks. He has a boot for another 6 wks.
We are still trying to get into a house and once again our adoption plans have been put on hold.  It is so frustrating.  Every time we get things started something happens and we have to wait again.  I have put it in God's hands.  He will get us into a house when He is ready, just as He will let us adopt when He is ready.  I know that I should have faith that He will stand by us while we find our way, but it is so hard to keep my head up when everything is happening to make the seas rougher and the waves higher and harder.  I will just keep swimming and know that He will part the waves for me to breathe until I reach the shores He has placed for me.